So Sick

I wanna take a rest just for a moment...
I'm weak....
I keep this disease from my family coz I don't want they sad
And now....
Suddenly, I feel that ....

I don't wanna think more .......
Just don't disturb me....

I wanna be alone....

Though (from the bottom of my heart) I want this X'mas can be colourful...
Can be warm with my family presence,can't it?)


Only time can answer all the question